As the year goes on and the weather changes, I find that I am starting to lose my inspiration for writing and wanting to get into other things. I guess blogging is a winter spot maybe? Who knows… But, I made a promise to myself and I’m not going to stop just because its beautiful outside.
I think what is difficult for me is I can’t find my voice blogging. I’ve been doing all this reading about branding yourself, and staying in a niche, when I realized that I am way to eclectic for all of that. This reminds of the that Meredith Brooks song, “B@#$%,” you know the one where she says that she’s all this things including a Biotch, a mother, a child, a lover, a sinner, and a saint. Like Miss Brooks, I identify myself in many ways and I am no where close to figuring out that one category where it all fits. Maybe that’s my niche, I’m targeting all those who haven’t figures things out yet! My question though is, well I ever figure things out? Do I even want to fit into a box?
What I do know is that the more time I spend being true to myself, the happier I am. So I’ve decided to reorganize, and focus on different things in my life until I am happy with what I’ve got. I’m sure in time my style and niche will come out. For those of you who may be confused and not sure if you want to read anything else I’ll tell you what I’m not. I am not a stay at home mom, and I have no kids. I am not yet married, but maybe one day, and I have no idea how to control my finances. I’m a counselor by trade but I don’t follow my own advice. I don’t have my stuff together, and I am well aware of that! I am a real world dweller and I hustle day after day. My goal is to one day be financially comfortable, be healthy, and experience happiness daily!
If you share those similar goals than follow me and experience this journey with me!